for dear

do what you wanna do as you always
it's up to you if being like this is better for you but thing thing isn't better for me
thank you for 3days you spent with me :(
i want you understand that i need more time with you
you're so weird...
lo bilang lo berusaha adil tapi kayaknya lo gk adil, gk ngenakin semua buat gw.
ya punya perasaan dikit lah kalo mau hubungan ini berjalan dengan baik
kalo emang gk mau ya gw terima
dari kemarin juga gw bilang gw udah nyerah..
lo gk suka telepon atau ditelpon,aneh bgt kan tuh
alibi lo kalo ketemu mulu jadi basi, hellow gw 3minggu gk ketemu sama lo masih mikir kaya gitu ?? ya ampun pake hati kek
dari awal juga gw minta ada kompensasi waktu buat gw tapi ini kaya ee

jauh di mati jauh dihati !!!!!!!!!!!!
gw terima2 aja deh cuma 3hari yang bisa lo luangkan buat gw dari 2minggu lo liburan
thank you very much !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
really depressed have arelation with you !!!!!!!!!!!!

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mulai sekarang gw lebih curahkan isi hati gw ke blog pribadi saja
gw tidak mau ambil pusing dengan semua hal yang terjadi..
mendengar orang berbicara yang memiliki deretan gelar, berbicara tentang pengalaman kerja beliau melihat pekerjaan perawat. kata beliau perawat pasti mengerjakan instruksi dari dokter sepersekian yang melakukan asuhan keperawatan secara holistik.
tanda tanya besar bagi saya yang calon perawat. bila kami perawat di berikan standar tindakan yang mengatur ini loh pekerjaan dokter ini loh pekerjaaan perawat hal itu tidak akan terjadi pastinya perawat melakukan asuhan keperawatan secara holistik.
ya lakukan tugas secara profesional memang harus tapi ada baiknya ada yang mengatur tentang praktik mandiri perawat.

saya pun kesal kalau ada yang mencemooh perawat, saya merasakan sebagai mahasiswa keperawatan saya belajar sungguh2 sudah banyak materi, tenaga, dll yang terkuras. menjadi perawat sulit loh tidak mudah. maka hargailah.

keegoisan profesi lain yang tidak mau mengesahkan RUU keperawatan.
GET REAL indonesia sudah tertinggal jauh dengan negara asia yang lain seperti thailand.
perubahan dalam keperawatan perlu. stigma orang tentang perawat yang sebagai pembantu perawat bisa diubah dengan sebagai mitra dokter.
dan punya aturan yang standar dalam melakukan tindakan medis dan keperawatan.

best wishes for the better nursing in indonesia

complicated --> insane

hmmm.. take a deep breath, hold my tears
rasanya mau teriak sekeras kerasnya supaya lega.
makin lama makin ragu gw dengan apa yang gw jalani dari kuliah sampai percintaan semua bikin gw pusing. semuanya gak ngenakin.
hahaha.. dan herannya gw masih bertahan dengan orang yang sadar kalo dia tuh gk bisa selalu ada buat gw . makan hati sumpah lama lama bodo amat gw kalo kaya gini caranya !!!!! bukannya memperbaiki keadaan malah memperkeruh at least kasih semangat kek apa kek dukungan moril kek *ngarep bgt*

serius gak guna banget deh bikin gw kesel aja, fine lah kalo kaya gini caranya doi, gw bener2 udah dititik gw udah gk bisa terima diperlakukan kaya gini !!!!!!!!
doi uas gw kasih encouragement even doi sibuk parah. air susu dibalas dengan air tuba *loh loh*
ck..udah ah mau ngerjain tugas

damn,evil...

can i make the time back forward
i really want reject him
i really regret with all the things that ever happened to me !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
asshole..

you re just my past that cannot be my future, we will see that !!!!!!!!!!!!!
brengseeeeeeeeek !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

insane

i cant stand no more with this
oh i really i want...
speechless now
hey you are far from me, could you more sensitive with this? you even say that you are so sorry not always be here when i need you, im getting insane now.
im out of track
we just like in the different world, just like you do with your own thing, we are couple,right?
i have made a big mistakes !!!!!!!!!!!

:)

everything getting better...
yes it just misscommunication..
sorry my dear kuncah :))
oh gosh time goes so fast it's been 11days i dont meet him, i really missing him. i really miss his big hugs. actually i must getting used to it yeah that consequences of this relation. but i enjoy this as long as he treat me well
i also thank you for my dear ikun for your patience,
and thing that i beg is please forget the mistake that i ever done, i proof it that i will not do it again.
aaaaa..i really wanna hug you
i really miss your body odor mix with your parfum
i just can wait and smile :)

communication getting worse then misscomunnication..

huh.. i dont know did he get it what i say or not,
from sunday till saturday we just like grave
this relation collapse, are the design people as busy as he ?
oh dear i just need your time
oh i should forget it, it cannot happen he never realise what he did
oh really regret
it should the past be the past not the past become the future

im on the lonely world....

the things become worse

hmmm...take deep breath and exhale

what is distance? distance such as a problem from me, ah...im so complaining,am i not? yeah..i did mistake to choose this long distance relationship. it should be the distance can make this relation colourful but i can say it one of my problem. the second is communication. the basic things but it ruin everything
even in this sunday he sleep all day, i telephone him but he didnt pick up the phone oh really he make me so insane !!! the communication between us become worse i dont know what the hell on his thought,

i hope it will be better next on
i wish that

annoying

hey ikun as if you know it...
i dont need you always nag on me, nagging when we went to the mall with high voice that you have. dont you ashamed with that ???
it's so annoying !!!

from the first time i dont want this ldr, coz i doubt that you will treat me well.
i really appreciate that once a week you back to jakarta but it is not as simple as that. the things goes wrong, you're seem dont care. like the communication between us, i dont need you always text me but i need the quantity of time. you ask how was my day? how was my feeling? am i okay? is there anything bother me? i just need more attention... i always say that but you seem dont hear that. as always you're mad and we dispute again and again...
i know you're so busy but can you spent your little time for me just ask that question, cant you ? dont aswer the answer is NO
you already said sory for dont have much time for me.. how sad me when you said that. you're the special one that said that. i try my best not to do the mistake that i ever did.