damn,evil...

can i make the time back forward
i really want reject him
i really regret with all the things that ever happened to me !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
asshole..

you re just my past that cannot be my future, we will see that !!!!!!!!!!!!!
brengseeeeeeeeek !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

insane

i cant stand no more with this
oh i really i want...
speechless now
hey you are far from me, could you more sensitive with this? you even say that you are so sorry not always be here when i need you, im getting insane now.
im out of track
we just like in the different world, just like you do with your own thing, we are couple,right?
i have made a big mistakes !!!!!!!!!!!

:)

everything getting better...
yes it just misscommunication..
sorry my dear kuncah :))
oh gosh time goes so fast it's been 11days i dont meet him, i really missing him. i really miss his big hugs. actually i must getting used to it yeah that consequences of this relation. but i enjoy this as long as he treat me well
i also thank you for my dear ikun for your patience,
and thing that i beg is please forget the mistake that i ever done, i proof it that i will not do it again.
aaaaa..i really wanna hug you
i really miss your body odor mix with your parfum
i just can wait and smile :)

communication getting worse then misscomunnication..

huh.. i dont know did he get it what i say or not,
from sunday till saturday we just like grave
this relation collapse, are the design people as busy as he ?
oh dear i just need your time
oh i should forget it, it cannot happen he never realise what he did
oh really regret
it should the past be the past not the past become the future

im on the lonely world....

the things become worse

hmmm...take deep breath and exhale

what is distance? distance such as a problem from me, ah...im so complaining,am i not? yeah..i did mistake to choose this long distance relationship. it should be the distance can make this relation colourful but i can say it one of my problem. the second is communication. the basic things but it ruin everything
even in this sunday he sleep all day, i telephone him but he didnt pick up the phone oh really he make me so insane !!! the communication between us become worse i dont know what the hell on his thought,

i hope it will be better next on
i wish that

annoying

hey ikun as if you know it...
i dont need you always nag on me, nagging when we went to the mall with high voice that you have. dont you ashamed with that ???
it's so annoying !!!

from the first time i dont want this ldr, coz i doubt that you will treat me well.
i really appreciate that once a week you back to jakarta but it is not as simple as that. the things goes wrong, you're seem dont care. like the communication between us, i dont need you always text me but i need the quantity of time. you ask how was my day? how was my feeling? am i okay? is there anything bother me? i just need more attention... i always say that but you seem dont hear that. as always you're mad and we dispute again and again...
i know you're so busy but can you spent your little time for me just ask that question, cant you ? dont aswer the answer is NO
you already said sory for dont have much time for me.. how sad me when you said that. you're the special one that said that. i try my best not to do the mistake that i ever did.